"If I'm not experiencing great joy and inner peace in this situation, I need to learn another way of seeing!"
Each one peoples his world with figures from his individual past, and it is because of this that private worlds do differ. But the figures that he sees were never real, for they are made up only of his reactions to his brothers, and do not include their reactions to him.
Do not seek vision through your eyes. For you made your way of seeing that you might see in darkness, and in this you are deceived.